That is such a rock a and a hard place, I worked for the government and had the same issues. I kept praying and asking GOD to remove me from that situation and give me what I Need to move in his direction. Be very specific in your prayers, be very specific with what you are asking GOD to do for you, he will show up and show out. I got to walk away from my job and I have never been happier, let your faith in GOD out weigh your fear of man. GOD will always reign supreme, the only thing that job can do to you is open the door to the opportunity that GOD has for you. Be of GODs will and nothing will get in GODs way
Life Is too short so live it to the fullest and walk on faith because GOD has already blessed your path.