Relaxed v. Texlaxed v. Natural

I can't seem to make my mind up about which one I want to be. One moment I think that I do but then the next I change my mind.

I've been relaxed since I was eight (I think)...I am looking for a change but it's hard considering that I am used to this.

Being natural means that I would have to transition for what seems forever...I wouldn't be able to do anything to my hair either. I like to wear my hair down or at least mix it up.

Texlaxed right now seems like the best option for me. It is a happy medium between the two and I wouldn't necessarily have to sacrifice my hair style.

Right now my hair is a nappy mess I want to relax my hair (texlax I mean) just so I can control my hair.

But basically, I will update when I actually do it on the 24th. I will be doing it myself so I am a little scared Hopefully it won't turn out bad though.

I plan on using oil in my relaxer and putting conditioner on my ends so that my hair will be protected and won't suffer too much from damage.

But...I am impatiently waiting...